mental health · personal · university

Returning to University: Not-being-happy and breakdowns. Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind I want to get off, but I keep ridin' the ride I never really noticed that I had to decide To play someone's game or live my own life And now I do I wanna move Out of the black (out of the… Continue reading Returning to University: Not-being-happy and breakdowns.

On The State of Postmodern Existence · personal

The State of Waiting

While sprawling on my bed, it struck me how a phrase from Thouny's "Waiting for a Messiah" could used to be describe my own life with a painfully startling accuracy. Thouny describes the setting of the seminal 90s anime Neon Genesis Evangelion as being neither in a state of war, nor in a state of peace and rebuilding,… Continue reading The State of Waiting